Heart Strings

Alone. Even in a room full of people. Loud commotion some sippin on their potion. Heart is heavy, it never had the chance to be ready. Its was forced to go that way and this way. Listening to the mind saying we have time. Just go along with the current plan. Follow your flesh it knows best. Right??? WRONG! Heart feels like its in a game of ping pong. To thy own self be true, to thy own self be true but wait what about him and her and him and her? Wait, what about him...wait her.. all that was needed was a sound heart and a sound mind not the two bickering. Clarity searching for clarity just a small remedy for this daily pain, man what's left to gain? Tip toeing around those not knowing. Instead of sharing the light your still trying to fight. In a tug of war trying to level the score but who will win when your heart has no friend?